User blog:Orion001/More About Me 2

People seem to dought my disabilities, well I am here to tell you about them. I will be talking about the three major disabilities I have. Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder, Depression, and Anxiety. The first topic is Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder or ADHD cause me to be really active. I can not settle down to concentrate on my work. Even when I go to bed is hard to sleep because I have so much energy and I can not stay in one spot for a moment. To counter act the issues of ADHD I have to take medicine called Rilatine. This medicine affects my mental processing. It slows me down so that I can concentrate on my work. It does not help me sleep but what it does it slows my heart rate so I can get to sleep easier. It also allows me to focus on staying in one spot for long periods of time. I was diagnoised with ADHD when I was 4 years old. Depression is another problem I have as the wikiapedia says Depression is a state of low mood and aversion to activity that can have a negative effect on a person's thoughts, behavior, feelings, world view and physical well-being. Depressed people may feel sad, anxious, empty, hopeless, worried, helpless, worthless, guilty, irritable, hurt, or restless. They may lose interest in activities that once were pleasurable; experience loss of appetite or overeating; have problems concentrating, remembering details, or making decisions; and may contemplate, attempt, or even desire suicide. Insomnia, excessive sleeping, fatigue, loss of energy, or aches, pains or digestive problems that are resistant to treatment may be present. To tell you the truth all of this is true. I felt sad for a long time, anoxious, empty, hopeless, worried and so on. It is hard for me to get through the day. I would baracade myself into my room for hours and would have problems with being social. I have to take anti-depressents to keep me feeling positve. I go to a Councillor to talk about my feelings. I volunteer and work on Arthur Wiki and other wiki sites to keep me busy. I had one time of Sucidal toughts, but the good thing is that I was metaly programed not to kill me or anyone. So that was a inconvedence for me. I was diagonist when I was 18 years old. The final topic is the hardest topic, it is Anxiety. Anxiety is hard to explain because there is no reason for me to fear something but the best way to describe this topic is it starts small, than it grows and grows and finaly it grows so big that I can not handle it and I become scared and nervious, basically emotionally distressed. To coup this mood is not a easy thing to do. I can talk to my councullor and my parents, I try to focus on positive things and do things that are not negative like going to a rated G movie or being with family ot even watching Arthur and shows similar to that. It calms me down and over time I will be back to normal. I had Anxity since forever. Now you know more about me and my mental problems. I hope this will help you to understand me.